My grandmother-in-law told me when I was sobbing the most, “God needed a little Angel and he chose Isaac”. I have kept that in my heart ever since. This was the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life. Would I like an explanation? Yes! As would many other mothers. I decided that determination is the only way to ever get explanations. And, most of all, if I can help in any way to never let another mother have to deal with losing their child then I am happy!!